Change...

I need a change in my life bad.!!!! Same thing day in and day out just gets old! I still feel like i am Forrest Gump sitting on a bus bench with that feather floating music playing in the back ground as i sit retardedly staring at my old school NIKE shoes...yes...that is how i feel with my life right now. But i know it could be worse and i shouldn't complain so I wont....anymore...until next time. I am sick of feeling overwhelmed and do not see an end to any of it in sight...so i will keep my nose to the grind and try to enjoy what little time i have before i have to seriously start making decisions reguarding my future...